Re: Small people

!Fox! Mon Jan 20, 2014 3:17 am

".... i dont think i could hate you even if i tried... before you said anything, i think i already fell for you..." i said quietly, resting the back of my hand against her cheek

Blip Mon Jan 20, 2014 4:01 am

I buried my head into his chest, shaking. "You would hate me, that always ends up happening in the end..." I said, muffled. "And then you will just leave or kill me or try to kill me and think nothing of it..."

!Fox! Mon Jan 20, 2014 5:48 pm

"Risa... look at me... i made a promise to you, to PROTECT you until you sent me away... i am physically and pyschologically unable to break promise's due to my conditioning... i wont leave, i wont arm you.... and even if i did manage to do it, it would kill me inside... i cant kill anymore... its at the point that i wake up every hour in a cold sweat thinking about those i HAVE killed, and my friends take the closest proximity to that..."

Blip Mon Jan 20, 2014 9:21 pm

"But its even worse if it doesn't bother you, isnt it?"

!Fox! Tue Jan 21, 2014 2:30 am

"look... i love you, i wont hate you, and i wont leave unless you want me to... these three things i promise to you... ive become so desensitized towards death that i would probobly just ignore it or forget about it happening...." i sighed, tired by this train of thought she had, and i ran my hand against her cheek "why are you thinking this way? isnt this what you asked me not to think like the other day?"

Blip Tue Jan 21, 2014 4:25 am

"I dont know why, im confused too..." I said, sobbing, even though I had a slight idea why. When I thought about it with my old way of thinking, It didnt even faze me. But now I was just unable to conceal my emotions. I was the freakin master of my emotions! I ruled other peoples emotions! Crushed them with said emotions! And now they crushed me!? Since when!? And why? "Whats happening to me, have I lost my mind?" I whispered, sniffling.

!Fox! Tue Jan 21, 2014 5:26 am

"no... from what i understand, you used to be able to control your emotions, and people... but your letting your emotions out now, as you are worried about someones opinion of you..." i said, wipeing the tears from her face, my voice soft, and i kissed her nose "you are just going through a change, thats not so bad..." i whispered softly, attempting to calm her

Blip Tue Jan 21, 2014 11:54 am

"But its so stressing..." I said, wiping away my tears.

!Fox! Tue Jan 21, 2014 8:24 pm

"trust me, i know the feeling./.." i said, wiping her tears as well and kissed her "but isnt it nice having someone there for you? even if things get tough?"

Blip Tue Jan 21, 2014 10:36 pm

I nodded meekly. At least I wasnt isolated in a room with nothing but a pillow to talk to.

!Fox! Wed Jan 22, 2014 1:18 am

"come on, smile a bit, else ill have to tickle and kiss you till you know your loved..." i smiled a little teasilingy, but my smile was worried as well

Blip Wed Jan 22, 2014 1:58 am

My mouth twitched a bit. I hated being tickled, but my face was not cooperating.

!Fox! Wed Jan 22, 2014 3:41 am

"you wish to test me do you?" i asked, smirking as i lightly poked her sides, right in her ticklish spots

Blip Wed Jan 22, 2014 3:54 am

I let out a small surprised squeal, as I hadnt believed he would actually tickle me. I tried to back off a bit, but being so close to him made me feel safe. I smiled faintly.

!Fox! Wed Jan 22, 2014 6:46 pm

"there we go..." i smiled, kissing her forehead "thats the smile i missed...."

Blip Wed Jan 22, 2014 7:45 pm

"...Kiss me again, youre kisses are warm..."

!Fox! Fri Jan 24, 2014 12:27 am

"really now? where would you like my next kiss?" i asked, kissing her nose "there perhaps?"

Blip Fri Jan 24, 2014 3:04 am

"Anywhere, the spot you kiss feels warm, and its comforting..."

!Fox! Fri Jan 24, 2014 4:13 am

"i cant keep kissing you all day, i have to eat ya know..." i smiled, kissing her again "even though i wish it werent the case"

Blip Fri Jan 24, 2014 11:53 am

"What if you eat? Then would you kiss me all day?"

!Fox! Fri Jan 24, 2014 6:37 pm

"more than likely, till i had to go to the bathroom, but id hurry right back..." i said with a lgiht laugh, caressing her cheek again

Blip Fri Jan 24, 2014 9:07 pm

I giggled. "Of course, im aware of that~"

Lynda cleared her throat, making her presence in the room noted. She was holding some food. "Im back."

!Fox! Sat Jan 25, 2014 3:24 am

"Sorry..." i said with a sheepish look, and took the food "thanks, i appreciate it..." i said, positioning Risa so she was leaning against me, practically in my lap, so i could eat

Blip Sat Jan 25, 2014 4:32 am

"You too, Risa, eat."

I pouted. "I dont like eating~"

"You'll get sick if you dont. Besides, you have to get used to it."

!Fox! Sat Jan 25, 2014 6:04 am

"tell ya what, for each bite you take, ill kiss you on the forehead, and when your done with your food, ill kiss your lips..." i whispered in her ear, and smile, holding one for her to eat, and one for me in my other hand

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